The past few weeks I've been convinced I have something like ADD or the like, and I've been hearing about people taking Ritalin. So of course it was only appropriate I have a dream about it!
One of the doctors I work with was offering me some pills that were left over from school. He gave me 4, and I only took one. He asked, "what are you being a wimp for, take all 4!" So I take all 4, and I wasn't able to do work the rest of the day because I was just as relaxed as I could be without peeing myself.
Too bad this can't happen in real life ahha.
8.22.2009
8.21.2009
Depressing
Last nights two dreams were a little crazy and depressing. One began with me laying in bed, sleeping (yeah sleeping in my dream haha) and I heard my dog at my door. Usually if she wants to come in my room she uses her head to push it open since it doesn't really close. So she kept trying to open it, with no luck because of the humidity expanding the wood of the door and the frame. So I went to the door to see what she was doing. She looks at me frantically, whimpering, and runs down the stairs, so I follow. She runs right to my mom, who looked passed out. She stands in front of my mom looking at me, looking back at her, so I go to my mom and she wasn't breathing. I started freaking out and thinking of what I needed to do, so I get her down onto the floor and begin CPR. Then I wake up. Very disturbing.
Number two was disturbing as well, but this one involved my dog, Cocoa. I was in the kitchen, and I think there were other people there with me. All of the sudden she fell on the floor and started to have a seizure. I was panicking, and ran over to her to hold her head. In my head I was thinking, oh no, she's dying, oh shit oh shit. Then I wake up.
I don't know what these mean, but I do not like them at all.
Number two was disturbing as well, but this one involved my dog, Cocoa. I was in the kitchen, and I think there were other people there with me. All of the sudden she fell on the floor and started to have a seizure. I was panicking, and ran over to her to hold her head. In my head I was thinking, oh no, she's dying, oh shit oh shit. Then I wake up.
I don't know what these mean, but I do not like them at all.
8.18.2009
Ex's
Long time, no type. I finally got some time to sit down and write a little. Last night's were two different dreams about two different ex's.
The first began with me looking at my hand, and I had an engagement ring on my hand (for those who know me, know that I don't really want to get married, so seeing a ring on my hand would freak me out ahah). So I look up, trying to figure out what's going on. I was in my bedroom, in my own place, which looked alot like my parents bedroom. I saw a wedding dress hanging on the closet door, and there were other people in dresses in my room. I walk out of the room to another part of the apartment/house and I see guys in tuxes running around. I also see my ex standing in the living room, in the fanciest tux (oddly enough, in real life he just got married). And he says to me "MJ (a pet name, long story) get back in the bedroom! I'm not supposed to see you yet today!" I didn't say anything, I just had like a "holy shit" look on my face, and I just turned around and went back into the bedroom. At that point I'm thinking, that's the guy I'm spending the rest of my life with. All this time, thinking somewhere in my dream mind, about a guy I loved so much and I was betraying him. When I woke up, I knew this guy I was thinking about was Matt.
Dream number two was a couple of friends and I were sitting at a diner. I remember for some reason, my hair was curly, I was wearing my new white-ish hoodie and a nice blue halter shirt. I had my arms folded on the table, with my head resting in them, kind of hiding my face. An ex of mine walks by, and I thought he hadn't seen me. I watch him go towards the window where they put all the prepared food before the waitress' bring it to the tables. He grabs a plate from the window, and it just has a pickle on it (I LOVE pickles, haha, despite all the dirty jokes), and strangely enough, I remember the pickle was cut 4 times lengthwise.. So he brings me the plate and puts it right in front of me and then sits there, across the table from me.
The first began with me looking at my hand, and I had an engagement ring on my hand (for those who know me, know that I don't really want to get married, so seeing a ring on my hand would freak me out ahah). So I look up, trying to figure out what's going on. I was in my bedroom, in my own place, which looked alot like my parents bedroom. I saw a wedding dress hanging on the closet door, and there were other people in dresses in my room. I walk out of the room to another part of the apartment/house and I see guys in tuxes running around. I also see my ex standing in the living room, in the fanciest tux (oddly enough, in real life he just got married). And he says to me "MJ (a pet name, long story) get back in the bedroom! I'm not supposed to see you yet today!" I didn't say anything, I just had like a "holy shit" look on my face, and I just turned around and went back into the bedroom. At that point I'm thinking, that's the guy I'm spending the rest of my life with. All this time, thinking somewhere in my dream mind, about a guy I loved so much and I was betraying him. When I woke up, I knew this guy I was thinking about was Matt.
Dream number two was a couple of friends and I were sitting at a diner. I remember for some reason, my hair was curly, I was wearing my new white-ish hoodie and a nice blue halter shirt. I had my arms folded on the table, with my head resting in them, kind of hiding my face. An ex of mine walks by, and I thought he hadn't seen me. I watch him go towards the window where they put all the prepared food before the waitress' bring it to the tables. He grabs a plate from the window, and it just has a pickle on it (I LOVE pickles, haha, despite all the dirty jokes), and strangely enough, I remember the pickle was cut 4 times lengthwise.. So he brings me the plate and puts it right in front of me and then sits there, across the table from me.
8.10.2009
Lightning
Last night, before I went to bed, I saw these really cool videos on lightning (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh15VjGkK5Y). Also, I think there was a thunder/lightning storm overnight. Between the two of these, of course I have a dream about it.
I was in a cabin/tent/shack thing, and I needed to get back to the main building of where ever I was. It started raining and thundering like mad, of course when I needed to get out of there. Then the lightning started getting really close. It then began striking right in front of us. It wasn't as loud as one might think a lightning strike might be when it's a couple yards away. I decided to make a run for it, and attempted to run to the main building, dodging lightning strikes right in front of me. At least I made it to the main building after all that dodging.
I was in a cabin/tent/shack thing, and I needed to get back to the main building of where ever I was. It started raining and thundering like mad, of course when I needed to get out of there. Then the lightning started getting really close. It then began striking right in front of us. It wasn't as loud as one might think a lightning strike might be when it's a couple yards away. I decided to make a run for it, and attempted to run to the main building, dodging lightning strikes right in front of me. At least I made it to the main building after all that dodging.
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