I'm beginning to find a trend here....this last one also somewhat involved a previous acquaintance of mine that recently got a surgical enhancement. To understand this the best, one would have to know her. In my dream I was wearing this really nice long beach dress that was flattering. I had multiple people telling me that my boobs were perfect. Perfect size and perfect shape. This then upset said acquaintance.
I'm thinking my subconscious is trying to tell me I need to boost my confidence and self esteem, which I'm working on!
4.14.2010
4.02.2010
Rockin the washboard abs
So this one involves 2 people that are definitely not my favorite people. I was a hostess at a party, and there were long tables everywhere. One former acquaintance came up to me and said, "didn't you get my calls?? What is going on with her??" (Talking about someone from work) I just looked at her, and walked away. (In real life I just ignored the calls and messages.) Then I was cleaning a table, while my boyfriend and another former acquaintance sat at another table. When I had known this person, she was always trying to be more and more attractive, thin, and to show everyone up. For some reason, I either had a really high cut shirt that exposed my abdomen, or no shirt on at all, and to add to it, I also had washboard abs! Now this girl, being the self centered person she was, hated the fact that I had abs because she didn't have them, and was scowling at me while I was cleaning the table. That made me feel good in the dream, and then again as I woke up. Then I ran to the mirror thinking all my hard work finally paid off, but no washboard abs! Until next dream, PAYCE.
3.22.2010
Drinking while preggers
I had a hard time sleeping at all last night so it's a wonder I had any dreams at all. There was a bunch of people away on vacation somewhere, I never knew where. We were at a nice bar, having some drinks and just hanging out. Then all of the sudden, my boyfriend was behind me, and I didn't know he was there, and I turned around to him and said, "Man, I totally forgot that I can't drink when I'm pregnant!" He turns to me and says, "and you had all of those??" pointing at the 3 empty margarita glasses in front of me. Another to add to my growing list of me-being-pregnant dreams
2.18.2010
Too much SVU, not enough Shaun White!
So I've had a dream hiatus! Nothing noteworthy in a while! Let's see...
Two nights ago I had a dream that Shaun White and I were good friends and were hanging out. I might have to explain a little bit here though...my mom had picked out a few guys to be her future son-in-laws: first there was Derek Jeter, then a few years ago there was Apollo Ohno. Then in 2006 came the "flying tomato", Shaun White. And since the Olympics have been on this week, he's been a popular topic in my house.
Last night was a little more detailed. My parents were going away on vacation, so I was outside saying goodbye to them before they drove off. I noticed a creeper standing on our property, so after they left I just went inside and locked all the doors. Apparently I took a shower because then I was in a towel. I saw the guy outside the house looking in the windows, so I ran upstairs to my room. When I got up there I heard a door shutting, so then I was thinking, "shit, he's in the house." So I jump into my bed and pull the covers over my head as I hear him rummaging in my dad's room across the hall. I try calling 911 as quietly as I can, but the line was busy, so I try texting 911 my address and what's going on. Then my door opens, and someone sits on the bed. I then feel tapping on my shin and I peek out. He's sitting there at the edge of my bed just smiling at me. His face seems to be covered in shadow the whole time of course. Then someone else steps out from behind him. This one is someone that I know, however. The second guy just looks at me, and then grabs me from the bed and holds my arms behind my back. I try kicking but to my disappointment, it does nothing as he grabs at my towel. (Then next part is very disturbing to me, and I'm thinking I watch too much L&O: SVU, so you can imagine what happens.) Then this switches to just me and the second guy, the one that I know, but this time I'm looking right at him, and I'm not fighting. There is a second part to this dream but now that it is later I cannot remember all of it. The only part that I can recall is my "rescuer" of sorts, who is of course, none other than Shaun White.
Well hopefully this means I'll be back into my dreams! No more dream blocks!
Two nights ago I had a dream that Shaun White and I were good friends and were hanging out. I might have to explain a little bit here though...my mom had picked out a few guys to be her future son-in-laws: first there was Derek Jeter, then a few years ago there was Apollo Ohno. Then in 2006 came the "flying tomato", Shaun White. And since the Olympics have been on this week, he's been a popular topic in my house.
Last night was a little more detailed. My parents were going away on vacation, so I was outside saying goodbye to them before they drove off. I noticed a creeper standing on our property, so after they left I just went inside and locked all the doors. Apparently I took a shower because then I was in a towel. I saw the guy outside the house looking in the windows, so I ran upstairs to my room. When I got up there I heard a door shutting, so then I was thinking, "shit, he's in the house." So I jump into my bed and pull the covers over my head as I hear him rummaging in my dad's room across the hall. I try calling 911 as quietly as I can, but the line was busy, so I try texting 911 my address and what's going on. Then my door opens, and someone sits on the bed. I then feel tapping on my shin and I peek out. He's sitting there at the edge of my bed just smiling at me. His face seems to be covered in shadow the whole time of course. Then someone else steps out from behind him. This one is someone that I know, however. The second guy just looks at me, and then grabs me from the bed and holds my arms behind my back. I try kicking but to my disappointment, it does nothing as he grabs at my towel. (Then next part is very disturbing to me, and I'm thinking I watch too much L&O: SVU, so you can imagine what happens.) Then this switches to just me and the second guy, the one that I know, but this time I'm looking right at him, and I'm not fighting. There is a second part to this dream but now that it is later I cannot remember all of it. The only part that I can recall is my "rescuer" of sorts, who is of course, none other than Shaun White.
Well hopefully this means I'll be back into my dreams! No more dream blocks!
9.17.2009
Ok so I haven't had dreams that I remember in a WHILE....but I finally had one last night!
So my parents went to South Carolina for a few days, and they left this morning. The woke me up before they left, at like 6:30. Since I didn't have work until 1, I went back to sleep for a bit. Now I hate being in my house all alone, and with my rents gone, I have the huge house to myself (well, Pop's here, but he stays to himself in his room all day). Of course once I get back to sleep, I have a dream that there is someone trying to break into my house. First he tried climbing on the roof above the kitchen (which is right outside the window of my room) and tried getting in through my window, but I saw him and shut the window almost on his foot. Then I watch him go for the bathroom window and I run to close that one. After that he jumps off the roof and I run down the stairs to try and find where he was trying to get in next. I call 911 at some point, because the police show up. Before they come in, I find him creeping next to the stairs, and since he didn't see me, I jumped on his back and we fell to the ground. I stayed there, pinning him down until the cops came in.
Of course now this made me more paranoid about people breaking in.
So my parents went to South Carolina for a few days, and they left this morning. The woke me up before they left, at like 6:30. Since I didn't have work until 1, I went back to sleep for a bit. Now I hate being in my house all alone, and with my rents gone, I have the huge house to myself (well, Pop's here, but he stays to himself in his room all day). Of course once I get back to sleep, I have a dream that there is someone trying to break into my house. First he tried climbing on the roof above the kitchen (which is right outside the window of my room) and tried getting in through my window, but I saw him and shut the window almost on his foot. Then I watch him go for the bathroom window and I run to close that one. After that he jumps off the roof and I run down the stairs to try and find where he was trying to get in next. I call 911 at some point, because the police show up. Before they come in, I find him creeping next to the stairs, and since he didn't see me, I jumped on his back and we fell to the ground. I stayed there, pinning him down until the cops came in.
Of course now this made me more paranoid about people breaking in.
8.22.2009
Ritalin
The past few weeks I've been convinced I have something like ADD or the like, and I've been hearing about people taking Ritalin. So of course it was only appropriate I have a dream about it!
One of the doctors I work with was offering me some pills that were left over from school. He gave me 4, and I only took one. He asked, "what are you being a wimp for, take all 4!" So I take all 4, and I wasn't able to do work the rest of the day because I was just as relaxed as I could be without peeing myself.
Too bad this can't happen in real life ahha.
One of the doctors I work with was offering me some pills that were left over from school. He gave me 4, and I only took one. He asked, "what are you being a wimp for, take all 4!" So I take all 4, and I wasn't able to do work the rest of the day because I was just as relaxed as I could be without peeing myself.
Too bad this can't happen in real life ahha.
8.21.2009
Depressing
Last nights two dreams were a little crazy and depressing. One began with me laying in bed, sleeping (yeah sleeping in my dream haha) and I heard my dog at my door. Usually if she wants to come in my room she uses her head to push it open since it doesn't really close. So she kept trying to open it, with no luck because of the humidity expanding the wood of the door and the frame. So I went to the door to see what she was doing. She looks at me frantically, whimpering, and runs down the stairs, so I follow. She runs right to my mom, who looked passed out. She stands in front of my mom looking at me, looking back at her, so I go to my mom and she wasn't breathing. I started freaking out and thinking of what I needed to do, so I get her down onto the floor and begin CPR. Then I wake up. Very disturbing.
Number two was disturbing as well, but this one involved my dog, Cocoa. I was in the kitchen, and I think there were other people there with me. All of the sudden she fell on the floor and started to have a seizure. I was panicking, and ran over to her to hold her head. In my head I was thinking, oh no, she's dying, oh shit oh shit. Then I wake up.
I don't know what these mean, but I do not like them at all.
Number two was disturbing as well, but this one involved my dog, Cocoa. I was in the kitchen, and I think there were other people there with me. All of the sudden she fell on the floor and started to have a seizure. I was panicking, and ran over to her to hold her head. In my head I was thinking, oh no, she's dying, oh shit oh shit. Then I wake up.
I don't know what these mean, but I do not like them at all.
8.18.2009
Ex's
Long time, no type. I finally got some time to sit down and write a little. Last night's were two different dreams about two different ex's.
The first began with me looking at my hand, and I had an engagement ring on my hand (for those who know me, know that I don't really want to get married, so seeing a ring on my hand would freak me out ahah). So I look up, trying to figure out what's going on. I was in my bedroom, in my own place, which looked alot like my parents bedroom. I saw a wedding dress hanging on the closet door, and there were other people in dresses in my room. I walk out of the room to another part of the apartment/house and I see guys in tuxes running around. I also see my ex standing in the living room, in the fanciest tux (oddly enough, in real life he just got married). And he says to me "MJ (a pet name, long story) get back in the bedroom! I'm not supposed to see you yet today!" I didn't say anything, I just had like a "holy shit" look on my face, and I just turned around and went back into the bedroom. At that point I'm thinking, that's the guy I'm spending the rest of my life with. All this time, thinking somewhere in my dream mind, about a guy I loved so much and I was betraying him. When I woke up, I knew this guy I was thinking about was Matt.
Dream number two was a couple of friends and I were sitting at a diner. I remember for some reason, my hair was curly, I was wearing my new white-ish hoodie and a nice blue halter shirt. I had my arms folded on the table, with my head resting in them, kind of hiding my face. An ex of mine walks by, and I thought he hadn't seen me. I watch him go towards the window where they put all the prepared food before the waitress' bring it to the tables. He grabs a plate from the window, and it just has a pickle on it (I LOVE pickles, haha, despite all the dirty jokes), and strangely enough, I remember the pickle was cut 4 times lengthwise.. So he brings me the plate and puts it right in front of me and then sits there, across the table from me.
The first began with me looking at my hand, and I had an engagement ring on my hand (for those who know me, know that I don't really want to get married, so seeing a ring on my hand would freak me out ahah). So I look up, trying to figure out what's going on. I was in my bedroom, in my own place, which looked alot like my parents bedroom. I saw a wedding dress hanging on the closet door, and there were other people in dresses in my room. I walk out of the room to another part of the apartment/house and I see guys in tuxes running around. I also see my ex standing in the living room, in the fanciest tux (oddly enough, in real life he just got married). And he says to me "MJ (a pet name, long story) get back in the bedroom! I'm not supposed to see you yet today!" I didn't say anything, I just had like a "holy shit" look on my face, and I just turned around and went back into the bedroom. At that point I'm thinking, that's the guy I'm spending the rest of my life with. All this time, thinking somewhere in my dream mind, about a guy I loved so much and I was betraying him. When I woke up, I knew this guy I was thinking about was Matt.
Dream number two was a couple of friends and I were sitting at a diner. I remember for some reason, my hair was curly, I was wearing my new white-ish hoodie and a nice blue halter shirt. I had my arms folded on the table, with my head resting in them, kind of hiding my face. An ex of mine walks by, and I thought he hadn't seen me. I watch him go towards the window where they put all the prepared food before the waitress' bring it to the tables. He grabs a plate from the window, and it just has a pickle on it (I LOVE pickles, haha, despite all the dirty jokes), and strangely enough, I remember the pickle was cut 4 times lengthwise.. So he brings me the plate and puts it right in front of me and then sits there, across the table from me.
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